I like you more and more all the time Z. Kids are out of the house, wife at work or comes home tired and needs to decompress and doesn't want me hanging on her, you get this. If I didn't game, I could volunteer at the Y or something. Mostly I look forward to a future where the wife and I aren't working disjointed schedules and we have much more time together, maybe our kids want us around some too. A chance after retirement to build a different life then the one we live now. Hopes and dreams are great, but the life you live today is the best chance you have to make it happy and worth while.