eh, this purpose stuff is just mental games that our ego likes to play. ultimately the only purpose of life is to be lived and enjoyed. Everything else will turn to shit and eventually be destroyed. There are good times and bad times, but taking away the bad times is like taking the hills and drops out of a rollercoaster. Our main problem is that we don't know how to live and enjoy life as a daily practice but instead need to continually seek highs to counter the lows.... ugh.