Viper87227
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Well, I just got off the phone with my grandmother. My great grandmother has been in the hospital for about a week now. She was having chest pains and a hard time breathing. She is 90, at her age, that could just be a cold. She was supposed to be released today. Then, this afternoon, they found advanced bone marrow cancer. It was totally unknown and unexpected. The worst part, its so far advanced, she may not make it till Christmas. At the most, she has a month.
I was totally unprepared for this, and just don't know what to make of it. I hate it. This will be the 6th case of cancer in my family, and the 5th loss. It absolutely tears me apart to think that a week ago, she was doing ok, and now, she make not celebrate another Christmas. Even worse, she is in pain. She can only take so much pain killers before they start doing more harm than good. I hate to think about that.
I know she is 90, and has lived a full, happy life... and I knew this was coming, but I did not think it would be so abrupt. I was very close to her, it will be hard to cope with. I know I have responsibilities around here, but please bear with me on any absences. I may need some time off..
If there is one thing I am certain of.. I don't want to ever make another post like this. Fold on...
I was totally unprepared for this, and just don't know what to make of it. I hate it. This will be the 6th case of cancer in my family, and the 5th loss. It absolutely tears me apart to think that a week ago, she was doing ok, and now, she make not celebrate another Christmas. Even worse, she is in pain. She can only take so much pain killers before they start doing more harm than good. I hate to think about that.
I know she is 90, and has lived a full, happy life... and I knew this was coming, but I did not think it would be so abrupt. I was very close to her, it will be hard to cope with. I know I have responsibilities around here, but please bear with me on any absences. I may need some time off..
If there is one thing I am certain of.. I don't want to ever make another post like this. Fold on...