I got laid off from my company after the jackass owner killed the business with his alcholoism and drug addiction. I worked so hard in every way to find my first IT job and now, hardly more then a year later, I left making not much more then I did working at Wal-Mart two years ago! My other workers were wonderful, very experienced and great to work with people, but now were all suffering the end result of a mans poor decision making. Now im back to square one again, and I have to face the reality that the IT market is still pretty much...well....shitty still.
Of course, living in Montana that doesn't have have much of an IT economy in the first place, and even when its great, it still sucks and noobs like me are left under the bridges. I did the 2 year IT school and honestly, I think it was a waste. Not one damn bit of information I learned at the school did me jack squat worth of good at my now defunked IT job. I learned all my stuff doing hands on and trial and error at work, and boy do I remember that stuff now!
But even now that I have some good solid experience under my belt, I still feel like im under the weather of making a decent living in the IT world. I just can't decide if I have that drive to keep going for it or just do something else. I just feel this lack of desire to really learn the nit and gritty of servers, Active Directory, ect..ect.. I just...don't find it that interesting. And CISCO stuff.....wooo hooo, that I won't touch with a 10 foot pole, no thanks, to much like programming to me and I hate programming with an absolute passion.
But then I think how much I enjoyed meeting new people on onsite jobs, fixing problems, learning new tactics and information. I especially loved communicating with people about what I was doing, what went wrong, talking about equipment, software...ect..ect. That part I enjoy most about my job.
Im so equally fustrated of how the IT economy is a joke. Here I am, 24 years old still having to live with folks while many of my other friends who didn't even go to college are making more money then I am and even starting families!!! I know life aint fair, but God, it just borders on wrong at this point...
Im going through a serious self evaluation of if I wanna continue fighting the IT market in this town. I wanna start the next section of my life, im sick of this barely over minimum wage bullshit !! It feels like you either are a pro veteran in the IT market and can make money, or your just SOL....
Yeah, I could move to Portland/Vancuver but then I leave so much of my home behind and even thats not a gaurentee either I dunno, im in the same boat as apparently alot of other people are..... Wish I was better at math and I coulda done enginnering or something but I simply didn't have the heart to sit in a chair in school anymore.
Ever reached a point in your life where you simply didn't know what to do with yourself? What did you guys do if you have experienced this?
Of course, living in Montana that doesn't have have much of an IT economy in the first place, and even when its great, it still sucks and noobs like me are left under the bridges. I did the 2 year IT school and honestly, I think it was a waste. Not one damn bit of information I learned at the school did me jack squat worth of good at my now defunked IT job. I learned all my stuff doing hands on and trial and error at work, and boy do I remember that stuff now!
But even now that I have some good solid experience under my belt, I still feel like im under the weather of making a decent living in the IT world. I just can't decide if I have that drive to keep going for it or just do something else. I just feel this lack of desire to really learn the nit and gritty of servers, Active Directory, ect..ect.. I just...don't find it that interesting. And CISCO stuff.....wooo hooo, that I won't touch with a 10 foot pole, no thanks, to much like programming to me and I hate programming with an absolute passion.
But then I think how much I enjoyed meeting new people on onsite jobs, fixing problems, learning new tactics and information. I especially loved communicating with people about what I was doing, what went wrong, talking about equipment, software...ect..ect. That part I enjoy most about my job.
Im so equally fustrated of how the IT economy is a joke. Here I am, 24 years old still having to live with folks while many of my other friends who didn't even go to college are making more money then I am and even starting families!!! I know life aint fair, but God, it just borders on wrong at this point...
Im going through a serious self evaluation of if I wanna continue fighting the IT market in this town. I wanna start the next section of my life, im sick of this barely over minimum wage bullshit !! It feels like you either are a pro veteran in the IT market and can make money, or your just SOL....
Yeah, I could move to Portland/Vancuver but then I leave so much of my home behind and even thats not a gaurentee either I dunno, im in the same boat as apparently alot of other people are..... Wish I was better at math and I coulda done enginnering or something but I simply didn't have the heart to sit in a chair in school anymore.
Ever reached a point in your life where you simply didn't know what to do with yourself? What did you guys do if you have experienced this?